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Warning: This episode contains discussions of suicide and suicidal ideation.

Nathan always knew he was different growing up. He also knew the LDS church had certain expectations of him: He’d do his mission, find a girl, get married and settle down. Being gay? Not part of that plan.

Nathan does everything he can to be straight, including sending himself to “conversion therapy.” It, of course, doesn’t work. Then … he starts to uncover his true self. And his true self is beautiful.

This episode was originally broadcast in 2018. To hear a recent interview with Nathan, become a TTFA Premium member.

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Warning: This episode contains discussions of suicide and suicidal ideation.

Nathan always knew he was different growing up. He also knew the LDS church had certain expectations of him: He’d do his mission, find a girl, get married and settle down. Being gay? Not part of that plan.

Nathan does everything he can to be straight, including sending himself to “conversion therapy.” It, of course, doesn’t work. Then … he starts to uncover his true self. And his true self is beautiful.

This episode was originally broadcast in 2018. To hear a recent interview with Nathan, become a TTFA Premium member.

About Terrible, Thanks for Asking

Terrible, Thanks for Asking is more than just a podcast (but yeah, it’s a podcast).

It’s a show that makes space for how it really feels to go through the hard things in life, and a community of people who get it.

TTFA on social: TTFA on Instagram | TTFA on Facebook

Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Transcripts may not appear in their final version and are subject to change.


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